.Friday, April 04, 2008 ' 9:06 AM Y
& i walk alone
I've finally turned 17 today! A mixture of feelings just came to me. Happiness yet fear, happy that I am older and had lived one more year longer, and also the fear of growing up. The emotions are just too complicated to be phrased into words especially when my vaocabulary words are very limited.
Whilst reminiscing the memories of my birthday in secondary school, tears just flowed down as if the tap is spoilt. To say the truth, I found it rather hard to adjust into the new school and environment. Thank God there's Xinyu with me. Otherwise I really don't know what to do. Uneasiness just won't leave me. Without the clique from cchy, everything is just not in place, like an uncomplete piece of puzzle.
17th birthday is not bad. I had no hope that people would remember my birthday, but nevertheless, so many people remembered! Thanks friends (:
Special thanks to : yunru, RUIQI, brother derrick, YUZHEN, XIUXIAN, hongwei, willie, andrew, XINYU, PEIWEN, CURRY SAUCE, guowei, limmin, liqi, SHERYL, yongqiang, lisa, YANXIN, yoonghin, JIAEN, miao korkor, yihan korkor, yenteng, yankei, aunty alice, jessica, HOYIN, NICHOLAS, sharry, josephine, grandson kaiyuan, MI08B3, huixin, chayin, ziting, dorothy, brevian, MOM, DAD, weiling, malik, jiamin, nabilah, weechong, ANGELIN, kianboon, jonathan laoda, lipyong korkor, saiful.
that's all i think. if i missed out anything, please tell me! (:
in short, friends make my day (: