I am not perfect, in fact I'm very imperfect! But does that give you people the rights to backstab me and talk behind my back? U think it feels good to be backstabbed by people whom u treated as friends? Then u are absolutely wrong.
I know that people visit my blog usually just take a glance and sometimes leave a tag but never really read my entry. Thus I dare to really be a true me. In fact I believe that many people are too busy mugging to notice that I've actually submitted another entry.
Yeah, just like ZY. Many people would think of us as cheery and bubbly, happy-go-lucky but just that I do have a bad temper. Who doesn't have a temper anyway? But this is yet another mistake.
Appear happy. for the sake of people, not because we are really happy, but I'm starting to get sick of this lifestyle. Why can't people accept the true me?
An advice. If u want to be friendly and use harsh vulgarities to address people, then I rather not be your friend. Use it on people who can accept that please. Just because I requested u not to use that particular word on me as I do have bad memories behind that particular word, u went around saying I have attitude problem? Whatever. I live for my own accord and not to please u. Gossip and gossip. Beware of kharma my "friend".
As a few of my close friends ought to have known, I do not have a good childhood. In fact I do not have many friends. That contributes to one of my reasons of not knowing how to treat people properly. But ain't friends suppose to accept u just as who u are and when u did something wrong, give u advice and NOT GO AROND GOSSIPING AND BACKSTABBING U? If u have problems with me, SAY IT RIGHT TO MY FACE instead of snooping sneakily around and backstabbing people. It can totally destroy relationships and a person's self-esteem too. beware. Problems with me, just tell me. I'll do my best to ensure I will not offend u again but please don't tell me that u've never offended anyone before.
I've already enought insults coming out from the mouth of my blood mother, I do not need any from my schoolmates and CELL GROUP people in which I thought I could really treat as my family. I was just being too naive perhaps, thinking that they can accept me and love me for who I am. I was wrong. I'm disappointed. No idea how long I can last wearing this mask of mine.
just what can I do to be accepted?!
THAT LADYY
Si jie xD
Female
Sour and sweet 18(soon)
CCHY,MI
4 April 91
SHE WANTSY
-straight A's for O-lvl (i-m-possible!)
-a guitar + skills to play it
-new bags
-new clothes
-new shoes
-new accessories