.Monday, May 28, 2007 ' 2:08 AM Y
& i walk alone
HOHOHO! MISS SANTA IS HERE! i'm being lame! bleh :x oh yes to all my friends. sorry for not updating for so long since i've been kinda busy doing nothing? teehees. so here i am! since i'm feeling kind of bored~ hahaha. :)
what special day is today? THE WORST EXAMINATION DAY of my life so far. i've never done a paper that is of such high standards before! and the preparation in which the school gave was hardly enough! other schools were like having REAL intensive and the teachers WENT THROUGH THOROUGHLY their papers but what were we doing? many of us were basically slacking and wasting time away. what did the teachers do? nothing. yes, nothing! well, not exactly, they gave us the answer and READ from it, instead of EXPLAINING! i can say, we do not need you to read, WE know how to read from the scripts. heh.
and because of all these, many of us went into the "freezer" unprepared. the hall was no different from a freezer! to think thought that it won't be that cold infront. how wrong was i. wrong judgement huh? sad-ed. ><
the WORST EXAM and the MOST EMBARRASING EXAM for me too. up till now, i still cannot believe what had happened ealier! how can someone write until the pen flew away from your hand and fell behind you? i found it unbelieveable myself and yet i did it T.T worst still, i felt that my first piece of essay was crap and since i was left with like an hour left, i redo the whole thing. the essays were to be written in the booklet and here's where things got idiotic. i wrote my whole essay on a fresh new page, after that i asked teacher what to do with the "wrong" essay earlier. she asked me to cancel and i did likewise. NOW, the other essay was a total crap too, i thought. and once again, i redo the whole thing. this time round, when i was cancelling the unwanted pages, the invililator shocked me. >< suddenly, her loud, thunderous (my exaggeration :X) took my attention. LOL. all she said was, " girl, make sure u cancel the right essay ahh". that was shocking for me. i thought invigilator weren't suppose to talk? well, what an experience for me. woots.
overall, paper one and two SUCK RIGHT TO THE CORE. ta ma de. how to score distinction like that. haiis. forget it. i've done my best and i shall leave the rest to daddy God. =) HALLELUJAH!