A new entry after so long.. but it seems like many of the entry are not of happy news.. I've had a sleepless night yesterday.. okay, actually i slept quite well.. until i woke up from an excrutiating pain in my abdomen area.. i wasn't sure if it is gastric or not but i hope it will not be the pain which had previously caused me to be hospitalized because if it's the same pain, there is a high chance of me being hospitalized again! but i can't afford to be hospitalized as this is a o-level year! another very important year! because of that pain, i've not done very well for PSLE so that's enough!
All i could do now is to pray to Father God, hoping He will stop the pain, at least stop it until the last o-level paper.. no matter what, i could not raise the courage to tell my mom.. since young, i've never really told her my problem at all.. what if she says i'm a burden to her again ? i'm not as strong as i appear to! will i be able to withstand her scoldings ? i am unsure of all these.. all i yearn for is a understanding mom but i guess i won't be so fortunate in this lifetime..
I could only wish that my pain will stop for now and will be able to do well for o-level! is there anyone that can study with me ??? i doubt so.. hahas.. anyways.. shall just do my best!
THAT LADYY
Si jie xD
Female
Sour and sweet 18(soon)
CCHY,MI
4 April 91
SHE WANTSY
-straight A's for O-lvl (i-m-possible!)
-a guitar + skills to play it
-new bags
-new clothes
-new shoes
-new accessories