.Monday, October 02, 2006 ' 5:11 AM Y
& i walk alone
To think I wrote wonderful things about mother during the EOY English paper 1.. thinking back about what you have done to me, i seriously regret what i have wrote..you are not FIT to be called wonderful!! now, i make it a point never ever to write anything that has got to do with mums! never ever!!! never mind about those personal attacks.. after years of that, i'm already used to that but you are still my mom!! i am so disapointed in you! and not the other way round!
you said you know me from inside out..but do u really know ? or was it just a wishing thinking of yourself ? from the start, you had NEVER know what i wanted!! and stop badmouthing things about christian!!! don't you know that there are many types of christians out in the world ? your don't!! so what makes you think you have the rights to say about other people's religion! you have no rights! so just keep your bloody mouth SHUT!!
from the moment my sister is born, you are just plainly biased against me! what have i done ?! even fools can tell that you are biased!! you know what ? it SUCKS! insisting that you are teaching me the right values of life but are you ? in fact, you are just plainly venting your bloody anger on me! since you dislike me so much then don't give birth to me in the first place! you think i led a happy life WITH YOU? nah..! and.. i never ask to be born on this planet! want to chase me out ? go ahead then!! i don't care a damn for this cursed house anyway.. and that will be a decision you will regret! you are not as indispensable as you think!
you criticised my cousins of having a shortgun marriage but you too!! i'm not afraid to say this out! ME AND MY SISTER WERE BORN OUT OF WEDLOCK! so what ?? we are still human beings! what centuries are u living in to discriminate those who have sinned ? have they not regreted ?? you did not even give people a chance to explain themselves!!
if not for the commandment that we need to honour parents, do u think i will still be a here ?? FAT HOPE!