.Wednesday, October 11, 2006 ' 4:28 AM Y
& i walk alone
There are many types of love but as a matter of fact, i don't know how to love my family, my friends and people around me.. I've hurt many of them again and again because of my past.. All because of that hateful past, I've grown to hate instead of love.. All because of the cold and heartless environment I've lived in for the past 6 years.. And thus I've nurture such a selfish heart.. Is there anyway to break the ice like structure of this heart of mine ??
There's the seven girls my best friends especially Sheryl and Carissa and some other friends since sec 1.. They are the people i call "friends" and not those people from my primary school.. I want to not break their heart like during lower sec.. I want to say thanks to all of you for being my friend and being there for me when I need it despite my wilfulness!
I want to be able to love my friends wholeheartedly.. I want to forget all the past grievances that some had caused.. I want to be free from all the thoughts of revenge.. But I just can't seem to forget them.. Can someone please teach me how to forget all those thoughts ?? I don't want to hurt people around me anymore.. seriously.. if readers choose not to believe it, then I've got nothing to say.. But all these comes from the bottom of my heart..
Signing off by me..